A TIRING LIFE

Well judging by the title you can tell I'm going to talk about what I'm going to live these days, months, year.

I swear this intership thing is killing me, It's awful, seriously I barely take care of myself, I just have time for school, then the intership and then homework.
This is not life I don't know how I've managed to do all those things up to now but I don't want to go.

Yesterday I was sleepy and I still had to do tiring things, I want to skip today the guy who I'm in charge on told me I was going to have too much work today. 😭

I wa to to go home after school, this is just a waste of time, my grades are just going to fall down😱.

Yes, my blog is going to die too.
And it's one year, one freaking year.

LAUGH!

I DON'T WANT TO BE A ZOMBIE/NEW PERSPECTIVES OF LIFE

Friday, 25th September, 2015 ( 29°C CLOUDY WITH SUNLIGHT) AUTUMN FINALLY

These days I've discovered several things about life, I used to see life from a different way but now I see life from different perspectives, well as a very young man I still life's hard and awful, if you are an average people you have to go through a  to gain some certain benefits.

You work and get paid, but how much you have to do just to work, just in order to have a good job you have to work so hard at school, mostly in college but just for you  to work more than you'll get paid, and I wonder if all those things are really worth, because I don't know if I'm going to able to do that, they take your youthfulness something that cannot be turned back, I'm being preparing to suffer out there, we are being prepare just to suffer. I really know most of the people choose what they like, just in order not to "work" but we work.

If you want a great life you have to deliver everything from you, we despoil ourselves of everything, at least here in my country most of the people work just for those politicians, we just gain a little percentage from everything we did, they just create new ways to obtain more money from the country, from the people, people who really worked hard and cried for help, because they need to eat, to give their children some food.

I'm really understandings mi parents position a little, It's awful to work hard, get tired and then just receive discounts and not a good amount  of money that eases your hardship.

We just keep feeding those fat politicians that are running out on money and ideas to obtain more money.

What's the finality, we'll all die, what do you need to do this, life doesn't make sense when living in a country where this happens, I  just want to effort and I want that effort to be worth, when I worked the pay was awful, terrible, I give much for my job I was tired, I hated it.

That's why nature is righteous, If  we worked for the nature, if we gave it everything from us to take care of it, to shape it and grow it, I know We would receive more, the trees give us fruits, the earth vegetables, the sky gives us the rain, the water, nobody would steal you, all the strength you lost, the relief you'll have when you see what you'll get.

I don't know what to do, I don't want to get infected by that virus that makes you not to give a f*ck about what are  doing to you, to your life, to your youthfulness. I don't want to turn into a zombie. Kill me before that happens.

Have a nice Autumn, if you hate it, please try to find the love within.

 

FINALLY!!!!!!

L'autunno è qua, è ora del'hype!

Autum is here, it's hype time!

SHARING SOME OF MY BUSY WEEK WITH PHOTOS :)

 Those tiring mornings are worth when I see this

 We've grown up so fast

Afternoons are also worth when you take a taxi along the beach

I've been really busy but I won't let that circumstances make me give up on things like my blog.

MY NEVER PUBLISHED DRAFTS

BONSOIR  A TOUT , JE SEULEMENT VEUX DIRE... nah I'm kidding I'm not so good in french yet but I will

Così come ho imparato l'italano ed esser più fluete quando parlo. Mi manca l'italiano davero que si lo voglio di nuovo! *piange*

Well this is not about languages xD, it's about Drafts, I have like 15 drafts I never published but I want to talk about what I was going to write about in those drafts and why I didn't publish them.

1st. UN GIORNO STRANNO 7/10/14(A STRANGE DAY)

This is the first draft I ever saved but I didn't published, Oh god! It is almost one year since I made it.

It's empty I didn't write anything but what I remember is that I had a pretty odd day, I think It was a Saturday a  pretty weird and thoughtful Saturday, but I didn't write that day I procrastinated and when I wanted to write something I felt that I had not that feeling of weirdness I had that day so I couldn't express with accurate words what It was.

2nd. ME APLOMAN LA VIDA (It's like saying THEY'RE SITTING ON MY CHEST)

I don't remember much about this, I think the typical circumstances that make my life harder, things I hate, college or maybe just a hard situation, and I think I didn't publish it because It didn't make sense for me then. It's also empty.

3rd. BEST WAYS FOR STARING A YEAR 06/01/2015 (empty)

I think I was being sarcastic, and it was about how I started the years with problems and you know me being nothing else than negative, or maybe advices about how to have a good new year but well whatever it was I didn't published because It was foolish.

4th. WHY VIDEO GAMES? 15/01/2015

Here I was going to talk about why I like video games, but with a different perspective, rather than saying they're cool and technological I was going to say like they make me forget of my problems for a while, that even 2 hours I can forget about everything and everyone, It's like being in you're perfect world (no a video game world, a world with no dreadful issues and nasty people). But It was a little short or silly but I still believe they're good from time to time.

I only wrote this "Some people would say they are a waste of time, they're for kids, those are vices for immature people, for me a momentary escape from my real situations"

5th SATURDAYS 07/03/215 (empty)

Here I was going to talk about why I hate Saturdays or why I like Saturdays but maybe it was why my Saturdays are unique and deep. I was confused I'm confused! I cannot decide yet, that's why I didn't publish it. It

The next 6 will be post these week.

IF YOU WANT TO LEARN A NEW LANGUAGE YOU SHOULD...

TUESDAY, 15Th SEPTEMBER 2015 (CLOUDY BUT A LITTLE BRIGHT 30°c)

Hi everyone I'm here one more time to talk about something and don't worry is not about my problems, I just want to kinda advice you, to those people who want to learn a language.

I thought it is a god idea for my thesis to talk about the influence of the culture over the language learning process, you know all those things that involve cultural context in many phrases, verbs and words that most of the time we can learn  but I bet it would be easier for the learner to understand a language if  he or she is into the culture, so you're able to understand the phrases, words and the whys.

Knowing the culture or learning the language along with cultural aspects allows you to have a deeper understand and development of the target language and it will obviously improve your skills.

So if you want to learn a language deepen into the language and its culture, it will really help you it's an important aspect of learning a language.

A PIECE OF ADVICE

Trust, how to trust somebody?, I'd say do not trust anyone, or at least be careful, in my experience I really want to say that a lot of people have disappointed me but also a lot of have been really amazing, so make sure who are you trusting in, get to know a person before you can say I trust him or her, do not consider someone as a friend or somebody you can trust if you don't know that person enough.

People have hurt me that's why I started to be a little restrictive with people but the cost is that I have few friends, or maybe none  I can trust a 100%.

This is a little experience I wanted to share.

PATHWAYS

This was yesterday

So in a previous blog I said I was going to talk about pathways, I was talking about like future and what we all want, to be honest I'm writing this from a tiring perspective, I know I've often say things get me overwhelmed but I'll keep saying that cause I'm really tired, I'm sick of the things I hear, the things I have to do, things that they make me think of.

I'm tired of hearing everyone's conversations, everyone's stupidities.

Due most to this stupid childish school is why I mostly feel like this, most of them are so shallow minded and whit this inter-ship thing I cannot take it any more, I don't want to be here and I say this because my path is to be a good translator or whatever I'll be but I cannot give up on the university.

I want to quite, to run away to my loneliness and to meet new people.

I really need new people, different people.

So it's costing me a lot to follow my path to get to my beloved future.

I think I should kinda give some advices to you or at least encourage with my experience but well I'm dying because of it.

Note: I'm kinda feeling better but the worst things will come in the projects week.

HOW TO GET FREE YOUNG WORKERS (FOR THE COUNTRY)

Here in Mexico most of the students at universities must do something called "servicio" (service), it's about you being forced to work for a government place and you have to do a certain amount of hours, 900 hrs. in my case, otherwise you cannot graduate, it's kinda like the inter-ship but it's not the place in which you'll work in, it's just that, a service or well maybe it's the same I don't know.
 This is not the year in which I'm forced to do that but the opportunity was given to me and I accepted because I'll be busier in the next semester with the thesis and English and French certifications.

I will be boring, I already hate it, I'll eat less, I'll sleep less, I'll exercise less, I'll blog less!!, less time, less water, less Tumblr, less Smash, more stress, I hate this!

I hate my life, I cannot do what I want nor live by it.

SOME INDIE MUSIC YOU MAY LIKE

HOW TO FALL OFF FROM THE BUS

Here something I had to tell you, today when I was commuting home, I was about to get to my house but before the lovely bus driver, as always gets on every single student from the middle school in the bus, so the bus was replete of 13 YO foolish kids.

That's why I always hate going home by bus when I finish school at 1:00 PM, the bus gets replete of those kids, I actually get mad at the bus driver because he allows this.

So in that point I had to get off and exactly in that moment a child was going to the backside and I supposed that he was going to get off, I could barely walk among the kids, and the bus was slowing down so I didn't press the button or notify anything, well the stupid child just delayed me in getting off because he didn't get off he was just standing there fooling around, and when I was freaking getting off, the bus started to move but I was still on and I thought it wasn't enough fast for not to make it, I've done this before I said, well with a slower speed, but when I landed my feet I fell down because of the speed and scraped my arm, I bruised my arm, waist and hips. My arm was bleeding and I guest I have some beautiful bruises now.

Nobody saw me but I wouldn't have cared if so because I was so mad because of that kids situation, the driver didn't saw me because of the stupid amount of kids and people, I was furious, I just got home and healed myself.

Stupid people!, you can laugh It was funny but Stupid people anyway!

A PUNCH IN MY FACE!

Dear readers, whoever you are, I really apologize for being absent, but everything it's been really crazy but usual, so there's not much to say but the crush I had on you know who, it's vanished and I feel good about it because I can clearly think.

There are some things I want to talk about but not in this entry, but I'm going to give you some spoilers tho, well I have some advices for you, I know I'm still young but maybe there are some people who will need those, they're about confidence or trust and pathways, these are mostly what I've learnt and what I'm learning.

I also want to apologize to myself because my writer part actually wants to be reading and writing, you know in order to be a writer you have to be a good reader, so I'm sorry me.

I'm busy but not as much, I blame the procrastination, seriously procrastinating is becoming something really dangerous for everyone, Facebook  is the best page to procrastinate.

Watch out! (I don't use Facebook)