CON LUI PARTIRÀ (ANGELINA SEYMOUR VILLALOBOS)

THURSDAY 19 FEBRUARY 2015 (RAINY 20°)

We don't realize what we have until we lose it, but sometimes we cannot accept we lost something or somebody and it's like if everything were normal but the pain is always there.

This may not be a good idea but I want to express what I feel and how I feel.
My grandma fell sick last Sunday, she could not attend my father's birthday, she got worse along the week.
I'm sad because I wasn't close to my grandma, the only things I want to keep in my mind are two, that she was a GOOD women and she's going with God, she supported my father and my uncles so hard, she worked for hours, she walked kilometres to bring the food to table, to bring them education, she was an amazing Woman,  she used to worry about everybody...

I can't believe she's lying in a hospital bed breathing artificially and her hearth could stop beating at any time.

I can't believe this, it's like if she were still there, It's like if like if in any moment we'll receive a call telling us she's OK, she's walking and she's going home.
I want to talk to her, I want to watch her walk and do what she always does.
I don't want to accept that she won't come back to us.

I will always think she's in her home every time I go to  her house.
I'm in white...

There is so many  things I want to say but they would not make sense.

I don't know why my family is acting like if she were dead, watching photos and videos where she appears.

I can't get it, she is here, she is my grandma, she's Angelina Seymour V., and It doesn't matter what happen she will always be, I can't conceive this.


I'll wait to see what happens but I hope my mind to be ready for it, cause I want to believe.