HOW TO FEEL EMPTY

What's up folks? xD

I just wanted to talk about something I'm going through, I was watching some videos on youtube, specifically some covers with several instruments and then I remembered some desires I have.

I like music and I like instruments, I know I'm asking too much but I'd like to learn how to play the violin, the guitar and maybe the piano and the bajo.

I think everybody should know how to play at least one instrument, as I consider myself as creative, I think I would do a good job playing an instrument like those mentioned.

I really would like to learn how to play them, I just need money :(.

Personally the way in which I deal with this, I mean the fact that you want to do lots of things, things that you really want but you don't have money or time and you are quite frustrated about this cruel fact, what I actually do it's to forget about this, well I don't force myself to forget it but then I  eventually forget it, and sometimes in days like these when I'm kinda thoughtful, I get overwhelmed when I see things related to my desires, I'm mean it's not so simple to say, well It doesn't matter if I can't.

I don't mind this most of the time but when I do, you know, whatever, anyway it's ok, I know some day the things will come along.

This is kinda my thoughts about things like these and for everything you yearn for but you cannot get at the moment.