MY FIRST JOB MY CLOSEST CRUSH

MONDAY, 27th JULY, 2015 WRITTEN AT 1:40 PM

This is officially my first day at work and I'm a little afraid of making any mistake in the cashmachine.I don't know if I'll be alone today but I don't want to, I still need to be taught what to do in every situation, I'm pretty nervous.

Yesterday was my practise day and something happend I think I had a crush on my parner, the one who was teaching me some aspects, such kindness captured my mind and feelings, God help me!. We were so close one to each other!

My stomach is spinning and twisting, shaking and shaking, my mind is aware and my heart beats like a drum, this is obviously my first job and day.

11:32 (after work) everything went good, thaks God!

LET'S TRAVEL RIGTH NOW!

FRIDAY, 24th JULY, 2015 09:53 AM (28°C HAZE AND SUN)

Literally Tumblr woke me up today, I had a notification (a new follower) and then I found myself reblogging lots of photographs and one blog took me to another one, and I visited lots of travelling blogs and one in special made me think of some things, here is the question that was asked to the blog's owner.

And I had this idea I could do the same, I can take a gap before starting the university and with this job thing I could save some money and make a small trip to a country close to mine, but you know there are coming hard things and I will need my friend and classmates to help me, so if I do this I would start with other classmates and I wouldn't have any friend to help me.

But... I could work and study at the same time and then I'd make the trip in the next summer vacations, this sounds harder but I really want to do this I'm tired of watching photographs of cool places I want to actually be there and  see them with my own eyes. I mean I like watching photos on Tumblr but it's ten time better with your own eyes.

Look how beatiful Norway is


If you want to know what am I talking about, please check out my last Tumblr rebloggs and know what I feel, if somebody wants to travel with me is welcome to ask xD!

My Blog!

HOW I LOOK LIKE?

Yesterday waiting in the nameless place, I was thinking that the few people who reads me should know who's behind these words, and as I don't feel really encouraged or sure about posting a photo of me, thing which I'll do some day.

I decided to do something, well my sister saw movie in Disney XD a long time ago and she sworn that the main actor and me were very alike, but not in a normal way, practically she were suggesting that we were like twins or doppelgänger, she showed me a photo of him and I accepted we are similar like in a 70% regardless the height, that he's way taller I think.

I'm going to fell asleep here, so I''ll post a few photo of him just for you to imagine how I look like. Well you'll have a general idea.

I think we are very a like in this one.

This was weird, I mean searching those photos xD.

WORKING HARD

WEDNESDAY, 22nd JULY, 2015 9:10 AM (27°C HAZE)

Ok, first of all I noticed something, I'm not going to work in the cinema, It seems like the most appropriated name would be in a movie theatre.

So I'm waiting here in a place, I don't have any idea how to call it. Well I need a document in order to be able to start working and I had to come here hand some documents and then they will give it to me in like an hour.

Ok as I said yesterday in Italian, I had the interview, you know this one i which they ask you about the work in order to know if you can fit there. So in this week I'm having my first job.

Something funny is that I cannot help myself thinking about the sun 🌞, cause now I'll have to commute every day and I'll be more exposed to the sun than normal.

I'll have to walk before this, a good distance I hope there are shades even at 10 because I don't want to touch the sun and vice versa.

I took a cab this morning and it was a bit more expensive, that's the reason why now I have to walk.

Trust me when I say that even Mexico's 9 o'Clock morning sun gets you tanned, I had enough for this year and the next 5.

I should have brought my jumper🙇.

LAVORERÒ

MARTEDÌ, 21 LUGLIO 2015, 08:07 PM (30°C Parzialmente Nuvoloso)

Come aveva già detto stavo cercando un lavoro per queste vacanze e mio padre mi aveva detto che nel cinema cercavano studenti per lavorare per un periodo,  così subito ho riempito l'applicazione quel giorno e il venerdì sono andato lì e oggi ho ottenuto il lavoro, bene solo ho bisogno di alcuni documenti e  pronto!. Questa sarà la mia prima esperienza di lavoro, non sono tanto nervoso altrimenti sono molto hyped xD.

MY FIRST JOB! (ACTUALLY IT'S NOT SURE)

SATURDAY, 18th JULY, 2015 01:59 (29°c)

I know what some people could thing about this, he's 20 and he's barely  got his first job but here in my country is not usual to work before finishing the university in middle and upper classes. 

Unless you want to work rather than studying, but is not usual.

 I applied for a very known cinema from here, I handed my request to the manager or whatever the man who assisted me was, he said they really need some help and  that also he would call me if I fit the requirements. My sister was going to apply too but she's still 17 so the man said she couldn't work there, because she would need an ID in order to have a back account where they would deposit the money and so on.

I think they called me but I could not attend the call, as they called my mother I couldn't manage to get the call I as outside and blah blah.

As my phone was bought on-line my number is from Mexico D.F.not from my state so the calls are supposed to be more expensive that's why I think they called my mother instead of me.

Well I'm kinda nervous about the job because I've always been afraid of making mistakes behind a cash machine, but well I don't even know what I'm going to do, maybe I'll wash the bathrooms xD.

But first I hope to get the job.

HYPE FOR THE PHOTOGRAPHY

THURSDAY, 16th JULY, 2015 05:05 PM (30° C a "lovely" heat)

In these days I've been watching lots of photographs and images on Tumblr, and I wanted to talk about the hype of making great photos, which is about passion for the photography.

For me the photography is more than pictures, are the physical form of a memory, they are memories, so if you forget a place an event or something they can take you exactly to that moment. And when photographs belong to another person is like they take you to that place you've never been to, of course is not the same seeing a photo of the great wall than actually being there.

And when you make a photo and it's so spontaneous and impromptu, but the photo results in a very good looking one, it feels like a huge hype, you captured a moment so perfectly!.

                                                                             

For example this one I published in my other blog, It was  so spontaneous but It looks great, the light was so perfect in that moment, it was the dawn and the low light was exactly lighting the plant.

Delightful!, I loved this photograph!                                                                            

      

SIGHTS

I just wanted to share some sights from the window of my room, this dawn was a week ago.

THIS SUMMER VACATIONS... (UPDATE)

WEDNESDAY, 09 JULY, 2015 09:15 AM (25°c SUNNY AND WINDY)



Current mood: I'm OK

I was going to write for the blog but I had to go along with my mother, my dog was so sick so we had to take her to the veterinarian.
It was horrible there were other dogs with the same illness or rather bacteria, they were so weak and sad, she's in observation, she had to stay there. it's hard to see a little puppy as sad and ill as my little dog was.


I just wanted to say that I feel better, I talk to my father and everything is better in general; I have a new mobile so I can blog everywhere and my blogs will have more photographs.


I'll be honest I won't do much, I'll stay at home, there aren't cool things around here but there's always something to tell.

I'm still waiting for the heavy rain.

MESSED UP!! (OMG)

I want to cry. I don't want you to think I'm depressive but I wasn't expecting some things in my life this month, my birthday was just the last Thursday and things are happening, things will happen, I don't how to handle this but I don't think I won't be able to do this well or at least I'll end this season messed up or worse, fucked up.

Things at school are getting serious, next semester is going to be a challenge and the others even more difficult. My patient is running out, my needing for time alone, cold and a change of scenery are increasing, I want to learn German, Norwegian or Russian now and my dad is going to be a Pastor, which involves less time for me, I'll have more things to do and I have problems.

Oh My!, I just ant to disappear. My family is not a good shelter in these moments.

My idea of vacations was boring routine doing the chores and to go out occasionally not thinking of this things.

My mind won't shut up tonight, I won't be able to sleep well.

Am I exaggerating?, I hope so because I feel fucked up. 

I'M 20!!!

My mother was about to give birth in this moment 20 years ago... sorry for that image.

I cannot believe I'm 20, today this 2nd July, it's like if everything was yesterday, when I had pimples on my face and everything that happened to me was a motive to complain.

I'm not a teen anymore, I'm just young but not a teen, I'm supposed to be more mature than a teen, people are going to expect more form me.

I'm not afraid of not filling those expectations but you know they kinda matters. I should live more, you know to do more crazy things while I can, I don't want to retreat of anything.

I'm still enough young for people to not calling me crazy when I do things like screaming what I feel, singing out loud, to lie down in the middle of a mall or to be lazy.

I don't want to say much but I want to share this image I think It's right.

HAPPY CANADA DAY! 1st JULY

SHUT UP!!

"There are lots of beautiful and unnoticeable little things in this world that we should learn how to love"

I don't know if I am ending something or starting another thing, but I want to do something but I don't know what, I should live, I don't know how to live but I want to, haven't you felt so empty?, that you need to do lots of thing to feel complete, but you don't even know what to do or how to do it, and the circumstances of your atmosphere are overwhelming, my life is sitting on my chest and this induces me to thoughts, sometimes my mind just does not shuts up at nights.