DIARY NONSENSES

WEDNESDAY, 24th NOVEMBER, 2015 (23° C CLOUDY AND RAINY)

Hi everyone, sorry for being absent again in these few days, I've been enjoying the cold weather, yes cold weather it's been so pleasant from Saturday. Yesterday and today were very cold for a tropical zone like this. Maybe 22° C is not cold for most of the people but it's a relief in this part of Mexico, trust me and it's like a dream, like if I were living in a could place.

I've really thoughtful, I think I'm always like this but lately I've thinking about what I really like, I wonder if I chose to do what I really want and follow my likes no matter what everyone says would it be worth?, will I be happy and successful?

Well, I'd like to quit everything specially the intership thing, I still thing I'm doing them a favour by being there, that's why I don't feel guilty for skipping yesterday even thought that the dude in charge scolded us, I mean me and my partners.

TAKE ME AWAY!

Hi dear readers and future me I just wanted to say I'm here and I have a terrible headache so this is just a little update of my current day, today was just another crappy day in which I wish to be in another atmosphere, I hate studying here and the things that happen diary, like the heat I can't believe is Autumn, because the streets are so freaking hot and there is no trace of coldness,

I don't like saying this but I hate this place, for those who like Mexico don't come at least yo

u love extreme heat, otherwise look for other places, because you'll get a little of this desperation.

HOW IS IT LIKE TO BE ME AND BE CHRISTIAN

As I mentioned my dad had a purpose, to be pastor of a church and he became one 3 months ago, since then he's in charge of a small group of people.

But I bet most of my frequent readers must know how I am like and it might be weird for you to imagine we are a Christian family.

First because I wouldn't be a good follower, I'm not connected with God and it's a shame because I come here every Sunday and everything seems not to apply for me, since I  feel nothing, I don't talk to God and I feel my father is disappointed of me. Sometimes is like if were a guy from another country in a church and I don't speak the same language.

Second I've thought that once you say you're Christian to somebody is like feeling the same that most of the gay people feel when they come out, you feel like you're going to be hated, or people won't like you and they won't talk to you anymore. I am not ashamed or afraid of telling 'I'm' with God but it sorts feels like that.

Something I really like from the ideology of this church I go in specific, is that they say God doesn't force you to do anything, if you want to come you'll do it of you don't want to, don't do it and nobody is going to judge you, in contrary they'll do their best to help you.

And here God loves everyone but no matter if yesterday you did horrible things, you are welcome today, God loves gay people, racists, every sinner etc. He just hates sin.

 I don't feel I deserve all that tho.

BIG APOLOGIZE!!!! I'VE BEEN BUSY BUT I'VE PROCRASTINATED A BIT

SUNDAY, 15th NOVEMBER, 2015 (27° CLOUDY AND SUNNY, IF YOU ASK IT'S POSSIBLE:)

I know I've not written a while ago but there are things to say in this blog, firstly I'M SO SORRY! I've been really busy but I could have written at least an update paragraph to say hi I'm alive but I didn't, so in that case I'm sorry I'm alive and here to stay. Got it?

I'm not pretending to go away from blogger I have a big future ahead, I've got a lot of things I want to save in this blog and why not to share with the few readers I have. I don't know if I actually have readers or Google It's fooling me showing me between 6 and 20 people who read every post but I'll say I do have readers.

I don't know you but if you read this let me tell you thanks, even thought I created this blog just in order to save my thoughts, feelings and all those sentimental things for the future and laugh of me.
But I feel good some people have read what this guy has to say to the world.


THANKS AND KEEP READING THINGS!

WALKING DOWN THE LIFE

FRYDAY, 6th NOVEMBER, 2015 (27°)

Reporting my activities I'm sorry for been absent these... weeks I must say. I've been everywhere an nowhere, you know I've been forced to be in so many places I didn't want to be at but only my body was there because my mind has been being floating over a lot of places that aren't the places where I was. Far away, and even at home sleeping.

What can I do? it's the actual university, I have to do these things, even that I want to make explode everything.

I have so many ideas for the blog but I need to have time. 

I feel the desperation.

I'd like to quit life.