L'OBLIO

 (IT'S REALLY WINDY AND SUNNY, IT MATCHES WITH MY FEELINGS)

I've came to point that  my family is broken and we are all responsible for that, I feel guilty because we are supposed to be Christians and we are hurting ourselves and between us.

But the problem with me is that I let guide myself by how I feel that day, you know, one day I can really care and being really worried about that and next day being totally indifferent.

I thing we are not falling apart so is not something really alarming but this needs to improve.

I've tried to spend my days doing the things I like abd I need to be productive, I mean doing something else than the chores.

I'm still here.