28°C

This is today's morning
Just before my head is churning

When the air breathes freshness
And there's no sense of messiness
It's even crazy for me to feel relieve
It will remain like this is my belief

Is it running away my only scape
Cause can't handle being under that cape

Who ever read this, if you're in a cold place don't complain about that; because these 28° C are even a relieve.

Heat is awful, heat is dirty, heat is insufferable.



LOL WE'RE DYING

You won't believe me but this spring is being a nightmare.

We've had temperatures from 28° C to 36°C, this is unbearable.

I miss the cold days in which I could ise sweater without dying under the sun, even that those days make me so lazy.

I realized 6 weeks remain to be free from this nightmare, not 5 so that post two weeks ago should have been 8 weeks more 😖.

THE SKY THIS MORNING

I write just to share this photo of the sky this morning, this makes me feel hopeful, some day it will be cold and some day I will move from this country, I strongly. believe it.

Today was a tiring day but it's one less day.

JUST SIX MORE WEEKS

The end is finally coming, my internships days are coming to their end, I only have to go 10 weeks more but!!! I'm just counting the week before finishing school, so they are jusy 6 weeks, 6 freaking weeks dude! I think I'm gojng to cry.

Then the remaining weeks will end as quick as they start. So I'll have time to do all my stuff, including improving my blogg entries and etc.

I'm so hype for recovering my freetime again.

I hope I do all the things I say I'll do.

Yes!!!!!

L'ULTIMA VOLTA/ THE LAST TIME / LA DERNIER FOIS

 MONDAY 16th, MAY 2016 (29° C CLOUDY WITH SUN)

Last saturday I was thinking, this August is going to be my last year at University and it may be my last moments as a student, my last long summer vacations, my last holydays.

Then everything is going to be hard, find a job, save money,  check the paperwork for the residence permit,  you know to move to Canada, I don't know if I'll do a master's degree or not.

But I'm not sure how I'm going to do those things, I do want to study more languages, I do want to do a master in something, I do want to find an new job and I do want to move to Canada but I have no idea how to start, how to find the right people and how to build up my future.

This is big deal and my laziness too tho.
But I will hurry for my future!

Je vais morir! Je voudrais aller au Canada!

 ITALIAN VERSION, WHY? BECAUSE I FELT LIKE DOING IT.


ALLORA, IN ITALIANO!

Sabato scorso ho pensato, ques Augusto sará Il mio ultimo anno a l'universitá e forse sono i miei ultimi momenti come studente, le mie ultime vacanze di verano, i miei ultimi giorni festivi senza scuola.

Poi tutto sará dificile, trovare un lavoro, risparmiare denaro, controllare quelle scartoffie  per ottenere il permeso di residenza a Canada, non so se farò un master o non.

Però non sono sicuro come vado a fare quelle cose, Io ci voglio imparare più lingue, vorrei fare un master in qualcosa, vorrei trovare un buon lavoro e voglio vivire a Canada ma no ho idea di come cominciare, cometrovare a la gente corretta e come construire il mio futuro,

Questo è un grande affare, sebbene come la mia pigrizia.

Ma mi sbrigherò per il mio futuro.

I HAVE MUCH TO LIVE, THIS IS JUST A MOMENT

I want to say sometime honest, since a long time ago I've wanted this to be a videoblog on youtube, I always thought It would go good, because I thought I had that intrapersonal intelligence that makes Vloggers being liked.

But I was too shy and I was too afraid of being hated, or critized or judged for the way I speak or look or the way I think or even the country I'm from. And I killed that idea with my negative thoughts.

That's one of the most important reasons why this blog exists, because I needed that, I needed to fill the gap, I needed to tell someone what was going on with me, I wanted to be heard by unknow people who give me their opinions and who show some love for the things I do.

These have been rough days, I've been in places where I don't want to do, I've been forced to do things I don't want, I've force to lose my time in things I don't care about and the most important, a year of my youth have been taken away.

But I have a long way ahead and I have lot of things to tell, wether if there is or there is not people to read me.

I don't like this country at all and I don't want to be here anymore, my aim is to live in Canada which I consider a great country, I hope they accept me and I hope to feel accepted and perfectly feet somewhere there, I want to become a Canadian eventually. I study languages, which involves things like language teaching, translation, dubbing, interpretation, LTO management and etc. I hate getting tan and the heat. I like sweaters I thing I don't have friends and I'll probably never get married. I have lots of hobbies like learning to draw, tumblr, photography, fitness, learning Russian, homemade dubbing, this blog, videogames and music. Despite all that I'm shy but a kind and noble person when you get to know me, I can be really special for someone who's worth.

I have a lot to tell here and I won't stop untill I achive my biggest dream prior mentioned, well that's just a part of it.

I'll always come back no matter how many days I don't write.

FINALLY!!!!

This was supposed to be published yesterday but sometimes the drafts simply do not want to be published.

There was a failure and son on, I had written that God gave us some fresh days, I wish more of these but I as I know there won't be many I wish bein in Canada, this reminds me that I have to translate and old entry to English and publish it.

They one about the strange feeling that things like  photos, music or memories make me feel, it's like a yearning sensation. I don't know but it feels beatiful and horrible at the same time.