I HAVE MUCH TO LIVE, THIS IS JUST A MOMENT

I want to say sometime honest, since a long time ago I've wanted this to be a videoblog on youtube, I always thought It would go good, because I thought I had that intrapersonal intelligence that makes Vloggers being liked.

But I was too shy and I was too afraid of being hated, or critized or judged for the way I speak or look or the way I think or even the country I'm from. And I killed that idea with my negative thoughts.

That's one of the most important reasons why this blog exists, because I needed that, I needed to fill the gap, I needed to tell someone what was going on with me, I wanted to be heard by unknow people who give me their opinions and who show some love for the things I do.

These have been rough days, I've been in places where I don't want to do, I've been forced to do things I don't want, I've force to lose my time in things I don't care about and the most important, a year of my youth have been taken away.

But I have a long way ahead and I have lot of things to tell, wether if there is or there is not people to read me.

I don't like this country at all and I don't want to be here anymore, my aim is to live in Canada which I consider a great country, I hope they accept me and I hope to feel accepted and perfectly feet somewhere there, I want to become a Canadian eventually. I study languages, which involves things like language teaching, translation, dubbing, interpretation, LTO management and etc. I hate getting tan and the heat. I like sweaters I thing I don't have friends and I'll probably never get married. I have lots of hobbies like learning to draw, tumblr, photography, fitness, learning Russian, homemade dubbing, this blog, videogames and music. Despite all that I'm shy but a kind and noble person when you get to know me, I can be really special for someone who's worth.

I have a lot to tell here and I won't stop untill I achive my biggest dream prior mentioned, well that's just a part of it.

I'll always come back no matter how many days I don't write.