THE INEVITABLE

Let's go to the point, these whole vacations I've doing what makes me feel good but most of the things just make me feel fulfilled for a while and that came to be disappointing.

It took me a while to realize, it's funny cause I've watching some movies that curiously show that kind of wrong feelings, but I realized that there are some other stuff that really matter and I know that it always seems to be like I'm learning the same thing twice or more times.

But I realized something important new about me (which is obvious but sometimes you just don't know) I'm just a 21 old boy that doesn't feel adult enough besause of the fact that looks like a 16 YO and becuase he's short and he also doen's feel young cause he's 21 and  I write this journal and as much as I don't want to call it a journal, IT IS A JOURNAL!!, I've been expecting that someting incredible  happens to me so I can write it down here and maybe to feel smug of my own personal life but the reality is that I'm going to die waiting if don't ever do something. That's no gonna happen by itself.

Yeah! This is a kind of journal and I don't need to live something impressive or special in order to write in my blog, this is one of the things that really mekes me feel fulfilled and I should be doing it more often. 

I feel I can express myself in a better way and I hope I will. I just wanted to share the whole summary of my crappy vacations and of course that's my bad.