Wednesday 06th, October 2016 (31° C SUNNY IN AUTUMN D:)
Well the last two weeks were really stressing. I couldn't help myself doing only fun things when not doing homework or projects. And I love writing but sometimes is not fun to write. That's why I wasn't writing.
I also felt paralysed, I didn't want to do anything. I was questioning about everything, how things may not be worth. I almost felt like university and studies weren't worth. I wanted to do things that made me immediately happy.
I had that thought during almost the two weeks. "Why not to do what I want?", I was like I'm out of here suckers! fudge the thesis! fudge 1 the useless subjects! fudge the unprofessional teachers!, I was done with everything, the fact that I'm doubly sick made things in my head worse.
That's it, I feel better but more weeks like those are coming. Some of the seem to be worse. i'll try to do my best but I can't handle the stress anymore.
Well the last two weeks were really stressing. I couldn't help myself doing only fun things when not doing homework or projects. And I love writing but sometimes is not fun to write. That's why I wasn't writing.
I also felt paralysed, I didn't want to do anything. I was questioning about everything, how things may not be worth. I almost felt like university and studies weren't worth. I wanted to do things that made me immediately happy.
I had that thought during almost the two weeks. "Why not to do what I want?", I was like I'm out of here suckers! fudge the thesis! fudge 1 the useless subjects! fudge the unprofessional teachers!, I was done with everything, the fact that I'm doubly sick made things in my head worse.
That's it, I feel better but more weeks like those are coming. Some of the seem to be worse. i'll try to do my best but I can't handle the stress anymore.
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