TUESDAY 01st SEPTEMBER 2017 (HOT but dunno how much)
I'M BACK!!! ... YAY! ... SOMEONE? ... ANY SURVIVOR?..
Well, whether I'm writing to a few people or to the Nothing, which the likely to. I'm back and these 4 months away from Blogger, from writing, from badly failing my punctuation every time I write. And humiliating myself...
Ok the point is that I'm here I've done some things on these months. So I want to summarise them in points.
1. I learnt to "drive".
2. I finished college.
3. I succeeded in my French certification test (I got the highest mark... just saying馃槄)
And basically just that馃槗, however every thing on that list deserves a whole entry on my blog, there's a lot to say about them.
But that's for another entry, what I meant when I wrote (but not for much) is not that I'll stop uploading "content" to an online platform. I've been thinking a lot lately and one of the things that's been on my mind is that I want to document my life, in a way that I could go back and see how was like to be 22 YO and so on. I want to have visual memories of my life.
The point is that I want to keep doing this uploading my thoughts online so people and myself can see them. And I seriously thinking in moving to a audiovisual format, it is to say YouTube.
I'm going to be honest I've been wanting to make videos since I was like 16 or younger (I'm 22), but you know My Insecurities Tho!
Whether if it's that I'm too ugly for the camera, my resources for filming and editing are poor, my English proficiency, or the either the haters I could have or the embarrassment then 'ill have when I realise that some people have watched me. That's just stressful and really uses a lot of mental energy and that wouldn't be healthy. I've thinking of taking a less personal network like Instagram or Twitter but I dropped those ideas.
Even thought I feel encouraged and I feel like YOLOing! Like I don't care what happens, If I look terrible, if my background is crappy! I'll do this for me.
I'm just waiting for some signals that greenlights this idea! because I'm still in doubt! even thought I don't know what to talk about, I DON'T HAVE AN INTERESTING LIFE NOR A LOT OF KNOWLEDGE OF THINGS!
But I wan to do it, I hope someone gives me that shove I need!
Meanwhile I'll be here in Blogger! P.S. Je me sent plus confiant en fran莽ais, donc je vais commencer 茅crire en fran莽ais et aussi en italien !!
Axl Forsberg!