jueves, 3 de agosto de 2017

PEOPLE ACTUALLY READ ME! 馃槺


How sad this is!
I just noticed that there were some people that actually read my blog, and why am I so sure?, because the counter in my older entries registered between 10 and 30 views. I always thought  those views were mine, even thought I had already disabled the self-views counter. 

But this first blog have had only 2 views, so.. I guest I had public but it seems that I'm always too pessimist to believe it.

Well whenever those people are, I hope they come back and see that I'm here again





martes, 1 de agosto de 2017

I'M MIRACULOUSLY BACK! (BUT NOT FOR MUCH)

TUESDAY 01st SEPTEMBER 2017  (HOT but dunno how much)

I'M BACK!!! ... YAY! ... SOMEONE? ... ANY SURVIVOR?..

Well, whether I'm writing to a few people or to the Nothing, which the likely to. I'm back and these 4 months away from Blogger, from writing, from badly failing my punctuation every time I write. And humiliating myself...


Ok the point is that I'm here I've done some things on these months. So I want to summarise them in points.

1. I learnt to "drive".
2. I finished college.
3. I succeeded in my French certification test (I got the highest mark... just saying馃槄)


And  basically just that馃槗, however every thing on that list deserves a whole entry on my blog, there's a lot to say about them.


But that's for another entry, what I meant when I wrote (but not for much) is not that I'll stop uploading "content" to an online platform. I've been thinking a lot lately and one of the things that's been on my mind is that I want to document my life, in a way that I could go back and see how was like to be 22 YO and so on. I want to have visual memories of my life.

The point is that I want to keep doing this uploading my thoughts online so people and myself can see them. And I seriously thinking in moving to a audiovisual format, it is to say YouTube.


I'm going to be honest I've been wanting to make videos since I was like 16 or younger (I'm 22), but you know My Insecurities Tho!

Whether if  it's that I'm too ugly for the camera, my resources for filming and editing are poor, my English proficiency, or the either the haters I could have or the embarrassment then 'ill have when I realise that some people have watched me. That's just stressful and really uses a lot of mental energy and that wouldn't  be healthy. I've thinking of taking a less personal network like Instagram or Twitter but I dropped those ideas.

Even thought I feel encouraged and I feel like YOLOing! Like I don't care what happens, If I look terrible, if my background is crappy! I'll do this for me.

I'm just waiting for some signals that greenlights this idea! because I'm still in doubt! even thought I don't  know what to talk about, I DON'T HAVE AN INTERESTING LIFE NOR A LOT OF KNOWLEDGE OF THINGS!

But I wan to do it, I hope someone gives me that shove I need!

Meanwhile I'll be here in Blogger! P.S. Je me sent plus confiant en fran莽ais, donc je vais commencer 茅crire en fran莽ais et aussi en italien !!

Axl Forsberg!



jueves, 23 de marzo de 2017

FRANCOPHONE WEEK

THURSDAY 23rd, MARCH 2017 (24° C GOODBYE TO THE RAIN)

So last week was the francophone week, well, the celebration of that day in my college but a within a whole week.

I call it myself "la semaine de la connerie ici" but not because I hate French or anything like that. I just hate that our university force us to participate and spend lots of money in things that will only last one day. And what's that for? for publicity for the school. 

Free publicity for them while we spend so much money in those things. Three of the 5 days were really fucked up, there was a picnic and aching ass for an hour. We were sitting on the floor waiting 2 hours without eating, we were there 6:45 A.M. and none had had breakfast. So we were starving while there were asking us to wait for the camera man to record all in 100 takes.

All this for their free publicity, I  hate them so much. So the resume of the other days, forced labour, money expense and so on.

The only day that was worth it was the Friday, we had a french movie and two conferences one which was almost trash and the other one was about how easy is for us to have a scholarship to go to France, to study, to work to make a master etc. There were 3 speakers for that, my French online teacher L茅na, a French Alliance Representative and The Director of the French Alliance and also ambassador in Veracruz (my state).



They told us, you don't need money for this, you only need to have a good level in French. They exposed how easy is to find scholarships, the money or other factors wouldn't be a problem.

They had several argument for doing this, so this opened my eyes to stop saying that getting a scholarship to go to France or another country is impossible. Now I know I have to do something.

martes, 14 de marzo de 2017

METEOROGICALLY SATIFIED?

TUESDAY 14th, MARCH 2017, (22° C RAINING 馃槀)


It always seems that I'm complaining or complimenting the weather. This March is supposed to be really hot, cause here in this part of Mexico, we're not longer in winter since March.


But this year it looked like it was gone at the end of January. And the weather was really hot馃槨. 

Still something weird has happened, I think it has to do with global warming, because we're having rain every two weeks, which is good 'cause they usually last 3 or 4 days.

This weather is good, I mean I hate hot weather but at least were having some rain. And it's heavy raining  not some week rain and then the sun. It can be sad that I'm satisfied with the weather these days 馃槃.

So I'm not that fucked up at all..

Have a look (I know the scenery is not beautiful but it's what I have)



martes, 28 de febrero de 2017

VACATIONS STORY #3: STARTING DIGITAL DRAWING

MONDAY 21th, FEBRUARY 2017 (26° C)

So almost at the end of my last college vacation ever I decided to start digital drawing. I thought "Why shouldn't I start right know, even thought I don't have a tablet for drawing, I could get to know the drawing program.

So that's how I began drawing with my computer' track pad and a Paint Tool Sai. I'm not pretty good but I think I do well.

It's kinda hard without a tablet but well at least I cannot say I didn't try it. I hope I go further with this, I kinda want to replace my video gaming "hobby" for drawing. I would really like to bring to live to some of the things that I have in my mind.

This is a nice way to express one's ideas. So here is some of the drawings of mine. The guy with the dark hair is supposed to be me in the SU style. That one is not %100 percent mine I use a "mold".

Hope I can I illustrate my blogs some day.




domingo, 26 de febrero de 2017

VACATIONS STORY #2: FRENCH CUISINE 馃槃

WRITTEN ON MONDAY 20th, FEBRUARY 2017 (32° C NO WINTER IN COATZACOALCOS )


In order to be better at french you have to cook at least 1 french breakfast. Just kidding, that actually sounds kinda ridiculous.


When I started learning English I was 7 years old, I was good but I wasn't good enough until I kinda started loving the language. Then I started to get really interested in knowing every word and every grammatical aspect. I looked for videos, youtubers, movies, music, culture and this is how I got better.

The same happened when I started Italian, I didn't fully loved Italian language until the second year. Then It was the same I stared improving and looking for lots of things to learn in Italian (Mostly movies).

So recently, well in the last vacations I had I made that connection with French. It was about a year and a half trying to decide whether  if  I hated it or I liked it.


Well I finally fell for the language and I think this is the beginning of my improvement. I actually watched like 5 movies in french that week. Even I made a "French" toast for the first time and I loved it, that was just because. Well also because I want to learn to cook before living alone.


So yeah!, I hope have the confidence to write in French in my Blog, but I should do it tho.


lunes, 20 de febrero de 2017

VACATIONS STORY #1: NO MORE LAZINESS (PRODUCTIVE VACATIONS)



Resultado de imagen para lazy youth
In these second period of vacations I decided to do productive things. After all I'm 21 and I should start being a little less lazy with the things I like and my duties. 


Because, you know, if you can't even do what you like because of laziness that's terrible. So I made up my mind to do the things I've always wanted to do but I've never done馃槹.

So the mother of all procrastination was to hang on my wall a image of a London street printed on a canvas. I used it like almost 3 years ago  for a college project and since then I've always wanted to hang it in my room. But I've never did until now馃槅.

 I also wanted to go jogging with someone else, start digital drawing, improve my French, start learning Norwegian by myself and start doing exercise again. 

So my second period I spend most of the time trying to be less lazy and do stuff. I've watched French movies, listened to the french radio and speaking french. I downloaded Duolingo and I also went running with my sister.

Resultado de imagen para dogAnd additionally I wanted to start walking my dog. In my city is something people do not usually do but I thing dogs need it. So I started in my "last" vacation day (it wasn't the last, I actually didn't go the first two days).



mi茅rcoles, 15 de febrero de 2017

I'M BACK

WEDNESDAY, FEBRUARY 15, 2017 (27° C RAINY (finally))


I wouldn't say I decided to take a time but I kind of did. two months without blogging but I came back, as I said no matter how much time I might be absent, I'll come back.


So, today, precisely, I decided to change something regarding to my post length. These time I've visited several blog for information and I realised that none reads a long blog post with too much information and a small font.

So I decided I'd write short to medium entries and that I'd would concentrate in talk about one topic at a time. Well maybe with small twists regarding to the main topic and so on...

So this entry was to tell you (if there's anyone) I'm back with things to write and say.

jueves, 15 de diciembre de 2016

MY FAVOURITE DANCE VIDEOS OF JUST DANCE 2017!

I wanted to share the videos I like to dance the most to, of course in Just Dance 2017, I'll post another one for my favourite ones but in Just Dance Unlimited.

Why I like the most of this game is that you're actually exercising with good music without realising you actually are.


MY TOP 10 FAVOURITE DANCE VIDEOS OF JUST DANCE 2017
(I will not give any explanation I'll just put the videos)


1.SCREAM AND SHOUT


















2.GHOST IN THE KEYS 













3. LEAN ON













4. I CAN'T FEEL MY FACE















5. DON'T WANNA KNOW












6.CHEAP THRILLS












7.CAKE BY THE OCEAN













8.RUN THE NIGHT












9.LITTLE SWING












10. GROOVE












11. WHEREVER I GO


















12. COLA SONG


















13. OISHII OISHII


















14. I LOVE ROCK 'N' ROLL


















15. POPIPO













16. TITANIUM

This one should actually be like in number 9
















17. RADICAL












These should also be in number 10 or something

THE GREATEST!

This post is related to the previous one

For this month I've got a song, I'm not used to listening to popular music but when I heard this song I liked it. I like how it makes me feel, I actually felt what the singer is trying to instil in this song.

I felt different, I felt like being the best of me. I feel like I want to do everything. I think is a really good song and you should listen to it.

I may being fooled but it doesn't matter this is actually doing something in me, making me feel different.

GIVING UP ON A SIMPLE LIFE!?


Yesterday I watched a movie and I got that sensation of wanting to live a life like a movie character. Specifically I watched  Miss Peregrine's home for peculiar children, and when I ended watching the movie I wanted to live something like the main character did.

Imagen relacionadaJacob had a boring life before all the magic things happened to him in the movie. And then everything changed and he could start living a completely different life you know, leaving all behind, his job, his parents and even his grandparent who he loved so much.


So he could choose to leave his ordinary life behind and have a huge change of air. He had now those magical friends.

I know it's impossible to have magic powers and leave all behind to go with your magic friends.  But the things that I wanted the most was to leave this boring ordinary life to have something new. Like in the movie except for the magic powers.

I wanted that so hard, is not because of the movie is mainly because I really thing my life is boring a hell. I want something different for me and that's the reason why I'm so afraid of staying in this city, in this country. That's why I want to travel and move to another country.

I'm afraid of having a simple boring life, I don't want fancy things I just want my life to change for good. I want to be satisfied of my life. This kind of plot in movies always get me like this. I hate it but at the same time I thanked cause I know I want more, and because of that I'm peculiar. I just hope these are not just words and feelings I hope some day I actually do it too.

By the way I just watched that movie because my French teacher told me that I looked and moved (she refers to the way of acting) like the main character (Jacob). It was a compliment but we don't look really alike.


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viernes, 9 de diciembre de 2016

THIS IS THE ACTUAL WINTER!!!



Finally cold days arrived, this is how winter is in my place, so here you have poor quality images!! Yay!, don't click on the images or you'll see how bad they're are!馃槅







jueves, 8 de diciembre de 2016

LEARN A LITTLE BIT OF SPANISH!!

So I thought it'll be interesting to contribute a little by teaching a little bit of Spanish, I know there's a lot of pages for this  but anyway,  for anyone who's interested.

Subjects

So first thing we have the subjects! By the way depending on the country they change but I'm a 100% percent sure they all understand.

We have:


Yo =  I
T煤 = You
脡l/Ella = He/She
Ustted= You (a formal way to talk to anyone who's older than you)(The conjugation is the same one for He/ She )(If you speak French is like the Vous but in singular) (For italians is like the Lei)

Nosotros = We
Ustedes = You (plural)
Ellos = They

Try to learn them in that order, you can omit the Usted (if it's complicated).

Important thing, you don't need to use them all the time, as verbs change with the subject we're able to understand who you are referring to.

Example: = Ejemplo:

You don't need to use them all the time /  T煤 no necesitas usarlos todo el tiempo.

I want pizza = Yo quiero pizza
She wants pizza = Ella quiere pizza
They want pizza = Ellos quieren

It's not necessary.


Verbs

Infinitive verbs can only end in ar, er and ir.

There are two main kinds of verbs, the regular verbs and the irregular verbs.  However there can be irregular that finish in ar, er and ir as well as regulars. I mean i.e. the verbs that finish in ar are not exclusively regular or the verbs finishing in ir aren't all irregulars.

The regular verbs don't change much as the Irregulars.

The part of the verb that is not in blue is the "root" (ra铆z in Spanish), the one that does not change.
IMPORTANT: the conjugation for Ustedes (you) and Ellos (They) is exactly the same for every single tense!. (Unlike French (Vous Mangez, Ils Mangent) and Italian (Voi Mangiate, Loro Mangiano)

Example = Ejemplo  (regular verbs that finish in ir and er have the same ending, for the verbs in ar they slightly change)

Comer = To eat  (regular verb that finishes in er)

Yo  como
T煤  comes
脡l/Ella/Usted  Come

Nosotros  comemos
Ustedes comen
Ellos comen

Vivir  = To live (regular verb that finishes in ir) (The "root" is "Viv")

Yo  vivo
T煤 vives
El/Ella/Usted  Vive

Nosotros  vivimos
Ustedes  viven
Ellos  viven

Amar = To love [regular verb that finishes in ar. IMPORTANT: the conjugation changes to as, a , amos , an , an, the conjugation for Yo remains with the "o" ending (yo amo)](Kinda like in Italian) (The "root" is "Am")

Yo   amo                           (stays ending in o)
T煤   amas                         (not ames)
脡l7Ella/Usted  ama          (not ame)

Nosotros  amamos           (not amemos)
Ustedes  aman                  (not amen)
Ellos aman                       (not amen)

In fact if you conjugate like the ones in the blue parenthesis you'll be talking in another tense.

So...

So for irregular verbs that finish in ir and er just delete the ir and er add these endings.

o   
es
e

emos
en
en

For the regular verbs that end in ar just delete the ar and add these endings. (they don't change much)

o
as
a

amos
an
an


I really hope this helped someone, maybe I do one for the irregular verbs and maybe I do more.


mi茅rcoles, 7 de diciembre de 2016

A 30° C AUTUMN

We're almost in winter and after having a couple of rainy weeks a month ago, it never rained again.

It's been hot and this is not something that makes my days easier.

I want cold, I don't care if I'm really cold, I want cold!

For anyone who hates cold, you don't knot what you have, having a really hot weather is awful, you get sick it.

In this time of the year I expect rain, very windy days and coldness!!

If you have a pretty cold weather and you hate it. Trust me when I say this, enjoy it!

martes, 6 de diciembre de 2016

FRENCH TEACHER'S A BUMMER

TUESDAY 06th, DECEMBER 2016


Imagine that you did a kind of team presentation today, maybe you didn't practise at all but you understood the topic you knew all about it, you did your own slides so you knew what's going on.

So you passed and explain, so before, during and after the explanation you felt confident, It might not have been the best presentation ever but you felt like you did it good.

There were others who did it bad or nor so good, but you felt you did it good, you talked good. But when the teacher announces everybody's marks you got a 6 out of 10 (C-)

That's a bummer, what did you do?, But  you did it better than other people that got B+'s . I know the thing you had to present wasn't exactly the same thing you actually presented and that rested you points, But the presentation was good,

Then your teacher explains that there are some people that have good pronunciation but they made some serious mistakes in conjugation. But you're really sure you didn't, I mean there are other times you recognise you did it terribly but this wasn't one of those times.

But you don't complain neither demand the teacher a personal explanation, you just take it to yourself. You only want to go home anyway, you're already tired mentally and physically.

Also your world relate to that subject is falling apart, you question yourself, the subject, the teacher, you hate the subject.

So that happened to me with a presentation of the French subjects, it was about a dessert. I mean I can be sad, I can hate French for a while, I can even feel free to do things poorly and effortless for some day but nothing is going to stop me learning French, even thought French is not a language I actually love and I'm 100% interested in.